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somehow, everything seems better when you have a tummy full of food.

I'm making muffins right now.

my hand itches

I am sad and depressed.
angry, too. I'm angry at my parents for fighting. I'm angry and television for governing our family. the computer, also. I'm angry at this house. I'm angry at every moth that has ever lived and ever will live, except maybe white ones because it is said that they are an omen to an upcomming death.

now, I could shout and yell and rant and curse, but what would that accomplish? sure I'd get a bit of vent on my anger and depression at the moment but...I simply don't feel like it...

it's cold in here

I cried today
thank goodness for the tears, they stop the blood

anyone want to assist in burning up all the televisions in the world?

I got this from seem's journal

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. "Gir" because, well, I need not explain.
2. Am I loveable? ja
3. How long have you known me? 2 1/2 years or so
4. When and how did we first meet? uhh through school in 7th grade choir?
5. What was your first impression? "grr this girl likes jason I shall harm her oh wait maybe we could both stalk him and love him together"
6. Do you still think that way about me now? hahaha no
7. What do you think my weakness is? self esteem
8. Do you think I'll get married? maybe, maybe not *shrugs*
9. What makes me happy? nate, singing, acting, drama, friends
10. What makes me sad? parents, prison (school), fellow inmates, ignorance
11. What reminds you of me? noodles!
12. If you could give me anything what would it be? a lapdance
13. How well do you know me? pretty well I hope?
14. When's the last time you saw me? rehearsal
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? uh you're hot?
16. Do you think I could kill someone? yep
17. Describe me in one word. ? drama
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same? staying the same
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? almost anything, sure
20. Am I Very Talkative? Yes or No? If so where am I most talkative, Phone, In Person, Internet ect.? you're not very talkative I think
21.What type Vehicle do I drive? hmm well you don't drive yet but if you did you'd ride a magic carpet
22. Do I Live in a House or an Apartment? If a House is is a single house two Floor house or more floors than two.? dad's house looks like a 3 story split level I think and mom's house is 2 split level townhome
23. Do I Hug More or Kiss More? hug power!
24. Am I A flirt? hell yea ;-)
25. What My favorite Sport? you want sports to die I think?
26. Whats my Favorite Cartoon Character? uh
27. What my Favorite Movie? nightmare before christmas/chicago
28. What Type Movies do I like? musicals, disneys, comedies
29. What Type Books do I Read? deep ones that make you think
30. What is my Race or What Different Ethnicities do I Have? iranian
31. Whats my Religion? ujhcudehfuidefv something I can't remember or pronounce x)
32. Whats my Favorite Food? you seem to have a liking for those pb+j things at lunch...
33. Whats my Favorite Drink? caribou
34. Where do I like to go to eat when going out? Perkins! lol...and Caribou?
35. Whats my Favorite Fast Food Joint? *shrugs*
36. Whats my Favorite Animal? *shrugs*
37. Would you Date Me? maybe
38. Would you Kiss Me? hell yea
39. Can you Describe me? yep
40. Have we talked beyond the Internet? yep
41. Whats my Favorite type Music? you like a lot of different types but you seem to like music that's...how shall I say...theatrical?
42. Can you Name Three Things in my Room beside Bed, TV And Computer? your lamp with the hawaiian lei around it that you found in the trash...your guitar...and your journals
43. Where do I Work? you bum you have no job
44. Where Do I Live (City and State)? *****, Minnesota
45. Whats my Favorite Board Game? Pretty pretty princess I should hope
46. Which do I Prefer playing Pool or Bowling? bowling
47. Am I someone you would gladly Introduce to your Parents? hmm maybe
48. Will you Rate me on a scale of 1-10 (1 being bad and 10 being the best, you can go over or under is wanted)? 9.5
49. Am I a Virgin? nope
50. Have I done drugs, if so what? acid
51. Whats My Favorite Season? fall
52. Do I have a Gf/Bf or Crush and if so Who? nate?
53. What Do I want to do Professionally in Life ? psychology
54. Do You think you Did Well on this Quiz, do you know me well enough? well enough, yes
55. Are you going to put this on your Live/DeadJournal/Website/Blog and see what I say about you? yup

hey anyone else who wants to do one on me can, I'll do it for you too

gar I'm trying to come up with a new layout but keep running into baracades.

alas, my nylons have run off.

dude it was awesome

I know I know, how could a Slipknot concert not be. I sat with Kristen, Laura, and David, and I wanted to go down to the floor so bad, and I would have to, if one of them had come with.

uhm went to mall with mom for a girls night out and saw 13 going on 30 which was pretty cute

church tomorrow

that is all

OH MY HOLY EFFING GOODNESS

I AM GOING TO BE GOING TO THE SLIPKNOT CONCERT TOMORROW NIGHT AT ROY WILKINS AUDITORIUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dude this is awesome

ugh people bug me so much sometimes I just wish they'd shove off
ESPECIALLY drama virgins or idiot girls who try and run the world and can't their sucky attitude...*twitch twitch*

so yea got the prozac refilled today, 3rd bottle. got 2 new skirts and a dress and 4 pairs earrings and a small purse and a necklace and man I love that place

freshman all district dance may 14th, 7:30-10:30 p.m....will I see YOU there?

*Please remember the 14 students and 1 teacher who were killed 5 years ago today on April 20th, 1999. Pray for their souls and those of the injured and scarred so that they can be healed. Pray for the safety of every child in every school in every city in America, and may we never again have something as horrible and massive as Columbine happen again. May God be with you all.*

k there I said my bit

nuff said

retreat up north tomorrow, leave at 6 and come back around midday sunday...oh joy...I'm missing both nights at garage AND the lock in o:<

only like 31 or so days of school...pretty cool I guess....

I went shopping at the dollar store earlier...got some nifty jewelry
trying to get mum to buy me new cd player

comments on the new layout, anyone?

dooty dooty doo...

money is the root of all evil and it should be f*cked and sh*itted on into the fiery pits of hell.

f*ck sh*t babble babble we don't give a f*ck because we just don't and I just don't and shut the f*ck up if you want me to think different because right now I just don't give a f*ck

hmm...
went to garage last night and saw an AWESOME show by SMB...
kristen and laura got to hang out after school here, and we made cinnamon muffins and vanilla pudding. then we took Peanut for a walk. then we went bike riding to the park and got to see the sunset on top of the gigantic hill :D
all in all it was good times, but I got a pretty bad headache at garage, but I got to lay on the stage while SMB played, or sit on it if I didn't feel like napping. there were sooo many people there, it was cool, but it was hard cos I felt like I kept having to hang out with simply everyone...ah well

today I gotta go to cousine hannah's 13th b-day party...it's a sleepover...should be good

egrec my tummy hurts majorly

I think I'll go get ready

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